I think a lot of us are feeling the same way that you are.. I am 68 and raised five children and now this is my time to enjoy the twilight years but every day I wake up I feel like you ..I’ve got to stay strong if nothing else to help raise my grand children if my own children die Or are disabled from the deathVAX... What a world we live in...
We are on the same page in life. I have my dog, my friend's dogs, my music, my writing, my poetry and one grown son here in town. I never thought my last years would be like this. I look at my parents picture and thank God they don't have to go through this.
Eternal damnation is right - - but nobody seems to notice here in Canada for example that they've been played. All mandates are "lifted" now for travel. And if official figures are to be believed, something like 85% of people didn't hold out. They would rather take experimental drugs than wait until mandates were lifted. While I find that shocking, I really shouldn't. Number 1 cause of death in the province of Alberta now is "unknown causes." Gee, wonder what THAT cause is. Well, I didn't take experimental drugs. I've started going to the gym every day. While I get stronger, they get weaker. I'm off to plow my field too.
My husband and I were fortunate to travel many places in the world, unfortunate not to have children. Although we believe that we will be adopting some when their parents die from the jab, there will be many orphans, and I will welcome them with love and security. Then we want to find a small town, a good church, friendly neighbors, land to grow crops, and horses, dogs and cats. Turning loss and sorrow into love and happiness.
I admire your optimism. For myself, we have two young grandchildren who are luckily pure, although their parents are jabbed. I have to keep up my immune system and health, at the very least for those two boys.
Lawrence, thanks for the post, you must've heard us hoping you would check in. I am 58, following close behind you. For me the hardest part during this wartime is the goddamn small talk and nicey nicey talk from the clueless, I can barely speak with those that are jabbed and still 'believing'. I fear them as I fear the jabs themselves, knowing now my association with them in proximity or by touching is also a detriment to my health. Part of me does not care how bad it gets, if it takes out the right factions. I know the cabal has tried to do this sort of thing a few times before in the last centuries, and failed; Matt Ehret historian has some good talks on this subject, here is his Substack. I like to listen to his interviews more than read him. https://matthewehret.substack.com/p/two-new-canadian-patriot-books-forlorn?utm_source=email One more day, OK. best
Thanks I will check out Matt. I don’t have to talk to many of them. My daughter sometimes has to talk to them but is it usually about the photography she in doing for them and that is usually by text or phone. So we are isolated. I seem to be very sensitive to shedding. So I am really careful not to get close to them. I am just at the point were I am just totally frustrated with everyone thinking or pretending that this huge elephant in the room is not there. They talk (on line) about this or that like everything is going to be the same as millions die. Things are not going to be the same. All kinds of bad things are going to happen. I am supposed to care about this person getting elected or food shortages or inflation when large segments of our government and our economy will just cease to function because everyone working in them is going to die. Yes - it’s good to hear from you again. Take care…
A Swedish cousin of mine recently died at 64 of a heart attack. I texted another cousin to see if it was jab related. She was dumbfounded. I explained the worldwide surge in excess deaths, related to the jab. Have not heard back.
I've come to realize that What I Know, and What I Now Think about the world is akin to crossing the blood/brain barrier, and most people are simply not there. They have taken the blue pill and not even realized it. There's a new book out that I've heard good reviews about, which seeks to address this in part. "180 Degrees: Unlearn the Lies You've Been Taught to Believe", Feargus OConnor Greenwood.
From now on, the percentage of unvaccinated newborns is going to steadily increase greatly, both from the large numbers of awakened who will NEVER trust government or pharma on anything, and the fact the jabbed have in large numbers ruined their reproduction. They are done.
Every single woke nasty is jabbed and has pretty poor prospects.
The people that will health and medical wise will do the best for generations to come are us.
I don't disagree it is dark days but our numbers as a percentage of population increases daily. Daily. We will prevail.
Their plains failed as the effectively murdered everyone stupid enough to follow them.
They haven't killed the world. They have killed their flock.
I agree.... once we get past the next few years (a nightmare of planetary proportions) a new age of man will begin. We unfortunately will be forever haunted by what we will witness. The next generation will be OK once the dying is done. It is all meant to be (in my opinion).
But the problem is 80% of the USA has at least one deathVAX.... This country is not gonna look anything like it does today in the next few years can you imagine whole cities devoid of people tracks and tracks of homes empty stores closed because there’s no one to work them empty empty highways I mean it’s gonna be a long road ahead...
Maybe I’m a little bit too pessimistic given that every family member and friend except for one succumbed to the vaccine narrative...
I'm not disagreeing dark times now and ahead, but what will inevitably emerge in a generation as the numbers of the awakened keep growing and become the overwhelming majority of the world population. The rest literally drank the Koolaide.
I'm sorry that nearly everyone in your circles fell prey to the lies, and there is countless bad times ahead for a lot of ostensibly good people. But as a whole I feel real good humanity will prevail
Thanks! I'm OK if I don't make it, if I fall prey to what darkness ahead is. But just the very thought of vastly more and more newborns not being prey to pharma from infancy truly warms my heart, no matter what happens to me. Unvaxxed children prior to two years ago were an infinite minority. Not one of the now awakened billion people on the planet will ever have a child fall prey to pharma ever again. That is something to _truly_ take joy and hope in!
67 and 66, respectively, and as you know, standing in the breach with you since January 2020. Unjabbed. Undaunted. Unafraid. Much love and respect from the crew on S/V Blessings.
You got it MoodyP.... we stand together to face of the insanity swirling around our heads as the world dies. Who would have though we would have been brought together by this? Love a respect from the Quincy and I to you and yours... stay safe and take care.
Yes. In the book "Turtles All the Way Down: Vaccine Science and Myth", we learn that there are absolutely *no* vaccines where the safety trials were against a control group *receiving saline*!! Ergo, NO vaccine has as its baseline a non-vaxxed control group.
God bless you, Quincy, and the people you care for. I wish I had someone to teach survival skills to me. I have only Utoob and I do better with in person learning.
Thanks Bandit... I always appreciate your comments. YouTube is great.... but there are so many things you need to know. Learn to shoot - we started with personal defense with handguns. We will be hunting with long guns here in the fall. We got a commercial grade water distiller. She has learned how to can food. Spring will be a garden and fishing. Just start and don't stop learning and preparing. The clock is ticking.
Ive been meaning to learn archery...will have to do it and get my bow and arrows...dont know if bullets will be around forever... and hone some fishing skills...but building a fire without matches will be my downfall... :-)
Archery is cool... fun and you are right you don't need bullets... I grew up fishing on the Mississippi River... so I got that covered. Take a look at fire starting on YouTube. Everything is there. I have already stocked up on Zippo lighters and fluid. You can buy flint fire starters cheap.
I get it Datagal... we need sometimes an understand button. When I go out... I see people and I wonder "Are they jabbed... I hope that young man/woman is not jabbed... OMG they probably are..." I was in Walmart the other day and about half the people seems like cripples.... massively overweight, dragging themselves through the store or riding on those little scooters. I felt like I was in a horror movie as I walked through the store picking up the few items I needed. It's like how did we get to this place? What the hell happened to make these people so damn dumb.
Thanks.... Quincy and I are a team... we are going to do what we can to survive and help whoever we can. There is not much else left to do at this point.
You are making me laugh today.... tell me about it.... where are these people from? Did a space ship land in the back and this is what got out? Is that a hover chair? That one looks like Jaba the Hut was its father. Shit... is that a slime trail in the candy aisle?
Well before Covid, there were always people like that in Walmart, and also the DMV. I coined them "the injured people". Not sure why- maybe a slice of America that is mentally slow and gets injured more easily? Maybe they have manual jobs where they get injured? Sounds really snooty- but it was just the cultural anthropologist in me, making this observation.
But, like you, I see more people out there with stroke symptoms (limp, curled hand, drawn side of face). I especially cringe when I see people running or biking where I live in high altitude- are they about to die?!
If only the ungodly many could see that a way has been set before them that would illuminate the dark world they perceive, rather than kill the light around them with such messages of profound darkness and despair.
Christ is the cure of all their ills if only they could set their rebelliousness aside for just a moment and align themselves with the life giving Light from God. The more one aligns oneself with the light, the less darkness is in them.
I agree... I have a poem from a book of poetry that I published a couple years ago in a SubStack post that I know you will like. I didn't write it as a prayer but I have been told by many that it is a prayer. A prayer for our times... The Tick Tick Tick of the Vaccine Bomb
Lawrence, they have not quite yet killed the world.
The sun still rises and sets (I watch it daily), the birds are still singing, leaves are changing and there are still bees pollinating in my daughter's backyard.
I awoke with a change of attitude and a sense of hope today.
I will continue to adjust my mindset, whenever I find myself drowning in despair.
I am also more than ready to meet my Creator. I have lived a full and blessed life.
Yes I have been blessed too. I have hope for the new world that will be built on the ashes of this one. But they have killed or are in the process of killing a very significant portion of the human part of the world.
Our World Data is reporting:
68% of the world population has received at least one dose of a COVID-19 vaccine.
12.75 billion doses have been administered globally,
As horrific as this depopulation reality is, their spirits will be with us and in the world for all of eternity. The soul never dies. That's what I believe.
We are a population that fears death above all else.
I do not fear death. I fear being alive and not being allowed to truly live.
My maternal grandmother was never afraid of death. At age 72 she would say something like: 'My time is surely up. I've lived long enough." She lived to 99.5, vibrantly healthy well into her mid-90s, to my absolute delight. She was my Guru, spiritual teacher and terrain theory model.
Lawrence, I think you'd be interested in listening to Franciscan Brother Alexis Bugnolo in this 10 minute video clip. He has the same thoughts as you. https://www.fromrome.info/
We don’t have finite resources. We have plenty of oil and food and ivermectin for generations. Western Texas has enough oil to supply the states for years. The globalists make it finite.
Thank you for this. At this point, in April 2023, I find that volunteering as much as I can helps re-integrate me into the community, and some of them know I'm un-vaxxed. To my very few unjabbed friends and relatives, I sometimes joke that property values will finally become affordable in Canada again, analogous to the decades following the Black Death in Europe in the 14th century.
Not sure if you have seen this post or the movie I talk about in it yet? But I strongly recommend watching this for anyone who is unvaccinated. Yes, property values in this movie and most likely in our coming world are going to drop to zero. https://lawrencebutts.substack.com/p/i-think-were-alone-now
Hello to you all! On May 13th there will be an international event for all of those who suffered from this horrendous last few years. The most visible victims are the ones dead or maimed by the shots and those who died from untreated cv or other infections and diseases, who did not fit well to the narrative.
But there are many of us who suffered in various ways - discrimination, insults, being outcast from the workplace, public life and places, or simply put in repeated lockdowns.
Could you please share if there is anything planned in your country / region / town? It would be interesting and we still have the time to use and improve creative ideas, so that it could not get silenced and would not go unnoticed.
I think a lot of us are feeling the same way that you are.. I am 68 and raised five children and now this is my time to enjoy the twilight years but every day I wake up I feel like you ..I’ve got to stay strong if nothing else to help raise my grand children if my own children die Or are disabled from the deathVAX... What a world we live in...
We are on the same page in life. I have my dog, my friend's dogs, my music, my writing, my poetry and one grown son here in town. I never thought my last years would be like this. I look at my parents picture and thank God they don't have to go through this.
Thank you for what you do. This column had a soothing effect on me, despite the pessimism. I appreciate you!
Eternal damnation is right - - but nobody seems to notice here in Canada for example that they've been played. All mandates are "lifted" now for travel. And if official figures are to be believed, something like 85% of people didn't hold out. They would rather take experimental drugs than wait until mandates were lifted. While I find that shocking, I really shouldn't. Number 1 cause of death in the province of Alberta now is "unknown causes." Gee, wonder what THAT cause is. Well, I didn't take experimental drugs. I've started going to the gym every day. While I get stronger, they get weaker. I'm off to plow my field too.
Good... we all have fields to plow and people to help. The future needs us.
My husband and I were fortunate to travel many places in the world, unfortunate not to have children. Although we believe that we will be adopting some when their parents die from the jab, there will be many orphans, and I will welcome them with love and security. Then we want to find a small town, a good church, friendly neighbors, land to grow crops, and horses, dogs and cats. Turning loss and sorrow into love and happiness.
You give me hope cathleen.... you are what we need.... Make it happen. We have a new world to build.
Yes we do! I'm looking forward to rolling up my sleeves and getting dirty.
I admire your optimism. For myself, we have two young grandchildren who are luckily pure, although their parents are jabbed. I have to keep up my immune system and health, at the very least for those two boys.
Somehow we have to turn the bad into good. Praying for your continued good health.
Lawrence, thanks for the post, you must've heard us hoping you would check in. I am 58, following close behind you. For me the hardest part during this wartime is the goddamn small talk and nicey nicey talk from the clueless, I can barely speak with those that are jabbed and still 'believing'. I fear them as I fear the jabs themselves, knowing now my association with them in proximity or by touching is also a detriment to my health. Part of me does not care how bad it gets, if it takes out the right factions. I know the cabal has tried to do this sort of thing a few times before in the last centuries, and failed; Matt Ehret historian has some good talks on this subject, here is his Substack. I like to listen to his interviews more than read him. https://matthewehret.substack.com/p/two-new-canadian-patriot-books-forlorn?utm_source=email One more day, OK. best
Thanks I will check out Matt. I don’t have to talk to many of them. My daughter sometimes has to talk to them but is it usually about the photography she in doing for them and that is usually by text or phone. So we are isolated. I seem to be very sensitive to shedding. So I am really careful not to get close to them. I am just at the point were I am just totally frustrated with everyone thinking or pretending that this huge elephant in the room is not there. They talk (on line) about this or that like everything is going to be the same as millions die. Things are not going to be the same. All kinds of bad things are going to happen. I am supposed to care about this person getting elected or food shortages or inflation when large segments of our government and our economy will just cease to function because everyone working in them is going to die. Yes - it’s good to hear from you again. Take care…
A Swedish cousin of mine recently died at 64 of a heart attack. I texted another cousin to see if it was jab related. She was dumbfounded. I explained the worldwide surge in excess deaths, related to the jab. Have not heard back.
You have assaulted your cousin's alternative reality. Knock, knock.... hello... this is your real world interface trying to contact you.
I've come to realize that What I Know, and What I Now Think about the world is akin to crossing the blood/brain barrier, and most people are simply not there. They have taken the blue pill and not even realized it. There's a new book out that I've heard good reviews about, which seeks to address this in part. "180 Degrees: Unlearn the Lies You've Been Taught to Believe", Feargus OConnor Greenwood.
Think on the bright side.
Vast numbers of us are unjabbed.
From now on, the percentage of unvaccinated newborns is going to steadily increase greatly, both from the large numbers of awakened who will NEVER trust government or pharma on anything, and the fact the jabbed have in large numbers ruined their reproduction. They are done.
Every single woke nasty is jabbed and has pretty poor prospects.
The people that will health and medical wise will do the best for generations to come are us.
I don't disagree it is dark days but our numbers as a percentage of population increases daily. Daily. We will prevail.
Their plains failed as the effectively murdered everyone stupid enough to follow them.
They haven't killed the world. They have killed their flock.
I agree.... once we get past the next few years (a nightmare of planetary proportions) a new age of man will begin. We unfortunately will be forever haunted by what we will witness. The next generation will be OK once the dying is done. It is all meant to be (in my opinion).
But the problem is 80% of the USA has at least one deathVAX.... This country is not gonna look anything like it does today in the next few years can you imagine whole cities devoid of people tracks and tracks of homes empty stores closed because there’s no one to work them empty empty highways I mean it’s gonna be a long road ahead...
Maybe I’m a little bit too pessimistic given that every family member and friend except for one succumbed to the vaccine narrative...
Here is the world that is headed our way.
"I Think We're Alone Now"
A movie all Pure Bloods should watch
https://lawrencebutts.substack.com/p/i-think-were-alone-now
Yes I enjoyed that movie. I saw it back in 2020.
I'm not disagreeing dark times now and ahead, but what will inevitably emerge in a generation as the numbers of the awakened keep growing and become the overwhelming majority of the world population. The rest literally drank the Koolaide.
I'm sorry that nearly everyone in your circles fell prey to the lies, and there is countless bad times ahead for a lot of ostensibly good people. But as a whole I feel real good humanity will prevail
I love you enthusiasm and your positive attitude, we need more of that!
Thanks! I'm OK if I don't make it, if I fall prey to what darkness ahead is. But just the very thought of vastly more and more newborns not being prey to pharma from infancy truly warms my heart, no matter what happens to me. Unvaxxed children prior to two years ago were an infinite minority. Not one of the now awakened billion people on the planet will ever have a child fall prey to pharma ever again. That is something to _truly_ take joy and hope in!
67 and 66, respectively, and as you know, standing in the breach with you since January 2020. Unjabbed. Undaunted. Unafraid. Much love and respect from the crew on S/V Blessings.
You got it MoodyP.... we stand together to face of the insanity swirling around our heads as the world dies. Who would have though we would have been brought together by this? Love a respect from the Quincy and I to you and yours... stay safe and take care.
They've been killing the world for a long time. The difference seems to be that the people didn't notice this time that they were part of the killing.
Yup...
Yes. In the book "Turtles All the Way Down: Vaccine Science and Myth", we learn that there are absolutely *no* vaccines where the safety trials were against a control group *receiving saline*!! Ergo, NO vaccine has as its baseline a non-vaxxed control group.
Prayers for us all, Lawrence, and a special one for you.
Thanks and prayers to you and yours too... Canny Granny!
God bless you, Quincy, and the people you care for. I wish I had someone to teach survival skills to me. I have only Utoob and I do better with in person learning.
Thanks Bandit... I always appreciate your comments. YouTube is great.... but there are so many things you need to know. Learn to shoot - we started with personal defense with handguns. We will be hunting with long guns here in the fall. We got a commercial grade water distiller. She has learned how to can food. Spring will be a garden and fishing. Just start and don't stop learning and preparing. The clock is ticking.
Ive been meaning to learn archery...will have to do it and get my bow and arrows...dont know if bullets will be around forever... and hone some fishing skills...but building a fire without matches will be my downfall... :-)
Archery is cool... fun and you are right you don't need bullets... I grew up fishing on the Mississippi River... so I got that covered. Take a look at fire starting on YouTube. Everything is there. I have already stocked up on Zippo lighters and fluid. You can buy flint fire starters cheap.
It was hard to press “like” for this post, Lawrence. I feel your despair and am glad you have your daughter (and dog!) to focus on.
I get it Datagal... we need sometimes an understand button. When I go out... I see people and I wonder "Are they jabbed... I hope that young man/woman is not jabbed... OMG they probably are..." I was in Walmart the other day and about half the people seems like cripples.... massively overweight, dragging themselves through the store or riding on those little scooters. I felt like I was in a horror movie as I walked through the store picking up the few items I needed. It's like how did we get to this place? What the hell happened to make these people so damn dumb.
Thanks.... Quincy and I are a team... we are going to do what we can to survive and help whoever we can. There is not much else left to do at this point.
When I go to Walmart, I pretend that I'm in an intergalactic bazaar. It makes things better.
You are making me laugh today.... tell me about it.... where are these people from? Did a space ship land in the back and this is what got out? Is that a hover chair? That one looks like Jaba the Hut was its father. Shit... is that a slime trail in the candy aisle?
Well before Covid, there were always people like that in Walmart, and also the DMV. I coined them "the injured people". Not sure why- maybe a slice of America that is mentally slow and gets injured more easily? Maybe they have manual jobs where they get injured? Sounds really snooty- but it was just the cultural anthropologist in me, making this observation.
But, like you, I see more people out there with stroke symptoms (limp, curled hand, drawn side of face). I especially cringe when I see people running or biking where I live in high altitude- are they about to die?!
If only the ungodly many could see that a way has been set before them that would illuminate the dark world they perceive, rather than kill the light around them with such messages of profound darkness and despair.
Christ is the cure of all their ills if only they could set their rebelliousness aside for just a moment and align themselves with the life giving Light from God. The more one aligns oneself with the light, the less darkness is in them.
I agree... I have a poem from a book of poetry that I published a couple years ago in a SubStack post that I know you will like. I didn't write it as a prayer but I have been told by many that it is a prayer. A prayer for our times... The Tick Tick Tick of the Vaccine Bomb
Some hope for the New Year https://open.substack.com/pub/lawrencebutts/p/the-tick-tick-tick-of-the-vaccine?r=gjogf&utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=web
Lawrence, they have not quite yet killed the world.
The sun still rises and sets (I watch it daily), the birds are still singing, leaves are changing and there are still bees pollinating in my daughter's backyard.
I awoke with a change of attitude and a sense of hope today.
I will continue to adjust my mindset, whenever I find myself drowning in despair.
I am also more than ready to meet my Creator. I have lived a full and blessed life.
Yes I have been blessed too. I have hope for the new world that will be built on the ashes of this one. But they have killed or are in the process of killing a very significant portion of the human part of the world.
Our World Data is reporting:
68% of the world population has received at least one dose of a COVID-19 vaccine.
12.75 billion doses have been administered globally,
https://ourworldindata.org/covid-vaccinations
This of course means that most likely "billions" will be dead in the next few years. This will change us, the world and human history "forever".
Same here, whether I am a part of it or not.
As horrific as this depopulation reality is, their spirits will be with us and in the world for all of eternity. The soul never dies. That's what I believe.
We are a population that fears death above all else.
I do not fear death. I fear being alive and not being allowed to truly live.
My maternal grandmother was never afraid of death. At age 72 she would say something like: 'My time is surely up. I've lived long enough." She lived to 99.5, vibrantly healthy well into her mid-90s, to my absolute delight. She was my Guru, spiritual teacher and terrain theory model.
Lawrence, I think you'd be interested in listening to Franciscan Brother Alexis Bugnolo in this 10 minute video clip. He has the same thoughts as you. https://www.fromrome.info/
Thanks... yes he is awesome. OMG...
The thing is ... when you base your civilization on finite resources... eventually ... you run into problems... so you have to do this https://www.headsupster.com/forumthread?shortId=220
We don’t have finite resources. We have plenty of oil and food and ivermectin for generations. Western Texas has enough oil to supply the states for years. The globalists make it finite.
Oh great - infinite oil and other resources.
In DelusiSTAN.
Thank you for this. At this point, in April 2023, I find that volunteering as much as I can helps re-integrate me into the community, and some of them know I'm un-vaxxed. To my very few unjabbed friends and relatives, I sometimes joke that property values will finally become affordable in Canada again, analogous to the decades following the Black Death in Europe in the 14th century.
Not sure if you have seen this post or the movie I talk about in it yet? But I strongly recommend watching this for anyone who is unvaccinated. Yes, property values in this movie and most likely in our coming world are going to drop to zero. https://lawrencebutts.substack.com/p/i-think-were-alone-now
Hello to you all! On May 13th there will be an international event for all of those who suffered from this horrendous last few years. The most visible victims are the ones dead or maimed by the shots and those who died from untreated cv or other infections and diseases, who did not fit well to the narrative.
But there are many of us who suffered in various ways - discrimination, insults, being outcast from the workplace, public life and places, or simply put in repeated lockdowns.
Could you please share if there is anything planned in your country / region / town? It would be interesting and we still have the time to use and improve creative ideas, so that it could not get silenced and would not go unnoticed.
Thank you all!