We all struggle to deal with our reality. Some are given by timing and fate, better hands to be played in this world. Some appear to cruise through life with charms around their necks and luck on their side. While others are forced to pull dull plows through fields filled with rocks like snorting and straining oxen with whips on their backs. I have pulled my plow through the fields of rocks for 71 years now, hoping for the day when I can finally be done. And even as my body begins to weaken and my strength begins to fade, a glance over my shoulder reveals, the acres and acres of fields I have plowed. I never stopped. I never gave up. I woke up again today and muttered to myself, “they’ve killed the world” as I put my hand on my still sleeping dog beside me. “Time to wake up Quincy, we have been blessed with another day of living”. And so another day of pulling my plow begins again. There will be no rest for me today or any other day. My unofficially adopted daughter and best friend needs me. I must help her get through what is to come. I am a survivor with survival skills that she will need. I must help her. The world that is coming will not be kind and will not be for the weak or the faint of heart. So I am preparing her. I am teaching her how to survive when I am gone. It’s my last field to plow. Everyone is jabbed
Everyone is going to die.
I wish I could kiss the sky
And tell everyone who lied
That the end for them and their ilk
Will not reward them with riches and silk.
But what awaits them in the world beyond this
Is eternal suffering, damnation
And pain without end.
I think a lot of us are feeling the same way that you are.. I am 68 and raised five children and now this is my time to enjoy the twilight years but every day I wake up I feel like you ..I’ve got to stay strong if nothing else to help raise my grand children if my own children die Or are disabled from the deathVAX... What a world we live in...
Eternal damnation is right - - but nobody seems to notice here in Canada for example that they've been played. All mandates are "lifted" now for travel. And if official figures are to be believed, something like 85% of people didn't hold out. They would rather take experimental drugs than wait until mandates were lifted. While I find that shocking, I really shouldn't. Number 1 cause of death in the province of Alberta now is "unknown causes." Gee, wonder what THAT cause is. Well, I didn't take experimental drugs. I've started going to the gym every day. While I get stronger, they get weaker. I'm off to plow my field too.