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Iva's avatar

I was just speaking today with a friend on how lots of people are losing their minds because of increasing prices and loss of security of employment. And the real sh*t haven’t hit the fan yet.

There will be so many suicides like we have never seen before.

I needed to listen to some calming music after the conversation with my friend, it was drawing the picture so real.

This is what calms my mind:

https://youtu.be/_uj8h4SCsnE

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Lawrence Butts's avatar

Thanks - absolutely love chants - was listening the other night before bed to a program on Sirus XM on chants. Wonderful to fall asleep to.

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Iva's avatar

Yeah I liked them already before, but these days I really NEED them. These times are stressful for most of us.

Also rosary recitations on YouTube make me asleep when I suffer of too much stress.

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Lawrence Butts's avatar

I guess... I am really sensitive to the world and people. I just have to stay away from most of it.

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Iva's avatar

Sensitive souls suffer more, but have more expressiveness. There is a price to pay for it

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Lawrence Butts's avatar

Yes we do...

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Datagal's avatar

Thank you. I’m very concerned about what will happen to people’s pets if there is a die-off. We may all need to open our homes to a few extra. I’m assuming human children will be cared for by families. But pets are not valued, especially in rough times.

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Lawrence Butts's avatar

Yes - OMG - I just can't imagine what will happen to so.... many wonderful animals. It kills me to even think about it.

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Datagal's avatar

I’m hoping there will be animal sanctuaries we can support for those who cannot find homes.

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Dee's avatar

I'm now down to one dog, and I promised my husband I wouldn't get another cat because there really isn't a good place for kitty litter. But desperate times call for desperate measures, and I really miss having a cat. :)

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Butterfly2510's avatar

I concur!! You probably need one as much as one needs you. I think your husband would understand!

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Datagal's avatar

Life without a cat? I don’t think so!

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Dee's avatar

It's hard. I love my dog, but dogs don't purr.

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Iva's avatar

My appartement is very small but I still have a cat, and the litter is next to the entrance door- if you want to enter, move the cat toilet, if you want to go out, move it again 🤣 I love my cat and he is a great company especially when I am sick or sad 😻

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Dee's avatar

A purring cat makes everything better.

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Datagal's avatar

Keep an opening in your home for a new cat, should a desperate need arise.

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Moon Diamond's avatar

Don’t assume that about children. My own family wouldn’t take care of me when I ended up with an abusive foster parent who still has my 32-year-old twin sister under conservatorship. Well I’m living with my aunt now but the social workers never thought to let us live with her and she didn’t have her own home then anyway. My dad was screwed by the courts and I didn’t even get to visit him for nine years. Then he had a stroke and spent 7 years committing suicide so now my sister will never see him again, or our mother for that matter who died later the same year before she could take me on a cruise to Norway which I somehow got the feeling would never happen anyway.

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Bea's avatar

I feel for you too. I also had very complicated childhood. I am just now, when 42, discovering my true self and and start to crack the walnuts (as Jennifer Mclean described it - and I am not advertising nor anything like it, just mentioning this person helped me to get where I am) of past trauma. Life is complex: scary, but wonderful at the same time. Be brave and loving. With love and best wishes, b.

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Iva's avatar

I feel for you, having complicated childhood in a divorced family myself, I know it’s a thing that marks us forever. Stay strong, I am sure you will make the best out of your complicated experience 💕🌸💓

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Dee's avatar

I make music with my tongue drums. Three of them are from Kosmosky in Russia. You can see a demonstration here:

https://youtu.be/oRcMSItNvSI

I also make recordings that I share with family and friends, using tongue drums combined with tracks of an ocean drum and rain stick. And I'm learning to play the piano. When the weather cooperates, I take walks on the beach with my dog.

I think us older folks, those of us who lived through the Vietnam chaos, saw friends and family forced to serve due to the draft, saw some come back broken, lived through the gas lines and odd/even days in the '70s, and everything else up until now, will have an advantage in living through the upcoming days of darkness. We never knew it could get this bad, but we've experienced enough fuckery that those of us who are awake aren't really all that surprised.

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Lawrence Butts's avatar

Wonderful... you make me smile today, Dee. My life is music, my animals and writing. I would die without them.

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Butterfly2510's avatar

Love this “We never know it could get this bad, but we've experienced enough fuckery that those of us who are awake aren't really all that surprised.” Everything the conspiracy theorists said would happen has. And then, to top it ALL off, our President …well, he’s not my president… But I digress, spoke of the New World order yesterday publicly!

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Dee's avatar

And that didn't surprise me. I wouldn't even be shocked if David Icke's lizard people theory turned out to be true. I almost feel bad for laughing at him.

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Moon Diamond's avatar

Supposedly by new world order he just means we’re going back into a Cold War world order with Russia. It might not be all a bad thing. Science education was better during the Cold War at least.

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voza0db's avatar

Back in the distant year of 2020 I've made this image...

https://i.postimg.cc/N0Mpm9wZ/unvaccinated-unbrainwashed-Readers-Tsunami-corona.jpg

I've just updated the text next to the uman animal.

Indeed there is nothing we can do except to maintain our Organism Balanced.

If we fail at that, we die.

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jacquelyn sauriol's avatar

Thanks for the resend, I did not get the post from 3/20....but do see it now..best L

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Grasshopper Kaplan's avatar

I also just saw the resent and not original mailer

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Kathleen LaBonte's avatar

I think you and your readers will appreciate this site. It will be good to view the complete video of the journalist from Germany who has since been murdered. IF that video doesn't convince people to stop watching the news nothing will.

Wonderful article Lawrence.

https://www.stopworldcontrol.com/ukraine/?inf_contact_key=811689ac040b383061361a12209a7da17e470d92b8b75168d98a0b8cac0e9c09

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Lawrence Butts's avatar

Thank you Kathleen and thanks for sharing…

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Gene's avatar

The Untold Story Behind The Pandemic

https://www.bitchute.com/video/KKSvqDtPyPQf/

The Untold Story Behind The Pandemic

Register to see the 2:20:00 Episode 1 here:

https://paradigmshift.uscreen.io/

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Shield Maiden's avatar

I just found you from reading the comments at Steve Kirsch’s Substack today and just wanted to say thank you for addressing the topic of information burn out and how to take care of ourselves during this extreme situation. I too have noticed a lot of people in the so called alternative media space that “smell bad” and I have decided to just limit my time online. It’s hard to accept that we are on a path to severe destruction and that no one in my immediate family will take heed of my warnings about the dangers of the jabs or the collapse of the economy. I too have started to really lean into a regular spiritual practice to get me through this. Thich Naht Hahn’s books have been very helpful to me as have David Charalambous’s videos about behavioral psychology. Most of all I think we must practice compassion for all who have been hypnotized and are caught up in this nightmare. The ones who orchestrated this and who know that they are killing people but who stay silent must be punished and some put to death. I try hard everyday to create joy and happiness to keep myself from falling into panic and despair. When I first realized a little more than a year ago what the end result of ADE could mean for all those who took the jabs my life just stopped. I could not make art, my food tasted bland, I could not sleep, I was living in fear and panic. Now I take the time to enjoy every moment I can by making art, listening to music, appreciating the beauty of nature and calming myself with meditation. We need to do everything possible to strengthen ourselves for what we are living through and what is coming.

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Lawrence Butts's avatar

I am glad that what I have to say connected so well with you. Many years ago, I made a commitment to give back to the world, what I could to make things just a little bit better. What I write here is my continued commitment to help I guess. Yes, we must not give in to the darkness that is descending on our world. There is little we can do to change this die that has been cast. And for the millions who will leave us, we must show compassion and love. Take a look at my short story on my SubStack, Mercy Killing my Neighbors. This story encapsulates what our world will soon become and how it will effect ordinary people. I leave you now with my feelings as I write this to you: Forgive them Lord, for they know not what they do…

https://lawrencebutts.substack.com/p/mercy-killing-my-neighbors?r=gjogf&utm_medium=ios

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oana's avatar

One of my closest friends, depressed and self-destructive for a long time now, just told me he got double-jabbed hoping to die.

This has turned into assisted suicide, along with extended agony for everyone involved :(

Life is not that, nature is not that, maybe humanity is indeed mostly made of idiots.

I'm sorry, I'm deeply disappointed right now, not in the shitey persons that got us in this, but in the good people that keep giving up, self-proclaiming themselves as victims instead of fighting it with all they've got.

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Lawrence Butts's avatar

Yes for sure... you and I and I would guess most of my subscribers are fighters. This train we are on has taken a turn for the worst and is taking a lot of folks with it. Horrible that your friend would consciously take the jabs to commit suicide... But then self-inflicted harm seems to be everywhere in our society right now. Alcohol, drugs, tobacco and overeating are dooming millions to health problems and early deaths. No one seems to care. The vaccine is just another (and faster) way to commit self-harm.

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oana's avatar

Thank you, Lawrence! I just took a very long walk, I was agitated and sad... I caressed some dogs on the way, bought two plants, I feel better now.

I would still like to save one person rom this, at least one. Not ten, not a million, just one. Not for ego purposes, I don't care about that, but to feel useful, to be able to say I helped and have a result to account for it.

I guess this stays a personal choice, a test each of us have to take and pass or fail on our own, external inluences don't count. I'll still try, of course, to keep others safe, I'll probably fail some more and retry again. Some might say that's the very definition of life.

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Lawrence Butts's avatar

You are welcome. Yes (smiling) - I have a long story of my own about giving back... the short version is: The more I give of myself, the more I get back. I have personally helped and changed hundreds of lives with what I did in the past. So yes... do what you can for anyone you can. It is all that really matters. Taking my dog for a walk now.... And I will leave you with, the last stanza of my last poem, in my recently published book of poetry:

Here we are a million miles

From everything

In a time of insanity

And depravity

Listening to the trees

Sing to us their wind songs

Listening the birds

Sing to us their nest songs

Listening to the wind

Sing to us their earth songs.

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Moon Diamond's avatar

I found a song that explains my feelings on the matter too perfectly:

https://youtu.be/HjdKaUvUSd8

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Lawrence Butts's avatar

I like it... thanks again...

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Lawrence Butts's avatar

Thank you Moon Diamond

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Moon Diamond's avatar

Here’s the version covered by Trent Reznor, ironic since he’s apparently a vaccine fascist:

https://youtu.be/7TNup9lbIpY

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Grasshopper Kaplan's avatar

Right

I have to keep myself healthy because my housemate keeps telling me he is gonna die any minute now, for three years..,

Today I told him to stop saying that

Anyway when he does I'll have to care for my high maintenance cat

Felini Calypso is a song u can hear in utoob about him

Lawrence, how about more poetry here, remind us about the Divine Mercy and spirit of freedom and womanity

Please

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Lawrence Butts's avatar

You may like the poem in this post: The Tick Tick Tick of the Vaccine Bomb https://lawrencebutts.substack.com/p/the-tick-tick-tick-of-the-vaccine?s=w

I have never written anything about the Divine Mercy and spirit of freedom and womanity but I could if I was inspired to do so...

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Moon Diamond's avatar

I have a very high maintenance cat. I will have to buy him an astronaut helmet to prevent him from biting and eating too much.

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Al X G's avatar

Thanks Lawrence. I’ve been reading a lot of depressing yet critical stuff this morning. Your post brought some calm and enlightened spirit, as will my daily Bible reading.

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Lawrence Butts's avatar

Wonderful... that was my intent.

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Flying Cristina's avatar

It was important when I realized people in the alt media are doing the same things that those do in the mainstream. Yes there are those that want to get a story out with no strings attached, but they are making a living and will do what they need to do for more clicks and eyeballs. I see burnout everywhere. From media, social media, everything. I see it in myself. I need to cut back , because it’s important to outlast mentally all that is going on, so we can be prepared for the future. Thank you.

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Steghorn21's avatar

Your main point is spot on, Lawrence. I view Alt-right sites only in order to get some kind of truth, and it usually leaves me very depressed. They too need their readership and therefore go in for sensationalism. No-one clicks on a website with a headline "Pfizer is trying its best but is running into problems"! However, I also find your response too passive. It's like christians "turning the other cheek" and acting all saintly while people around them are being murdered. I want to stop watching these websites, but I also want the people behind this hanged. And I don't give a damn if the vaccinated die. They enabled this evil and actively worked to destroy my rights and my freedoms.

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Lawrence Butts's avatar

Right. I guess that my suggesting that we reach higher planes on consciousness could be interpreted as passivity. It’s not at all what I meant. I am talking about preparation for horror. I am talking about maintaining your humanity (and sanity) in the face of great inhumanity and death. I get your anger. We all have it. We will have to let go of it at a certain point. Once this is all done. Once the dying and the killing is over, someone needs to pick up the pieces. I had my best friend from high school come back from Vietnam with a thousand yard stare. He brought the killing back home with him. He was never the same. We will not be able to be above what is happening or what will happen. We can prepare our minds, bodies and souls for what is to come. The future needs us. The human race needs us. Our children need us.

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jacquelyn sauriol's avatar

Fuuny how the word 'race' means different things, a people and a contest...perhaps the Human group...the Human genome...(hmmmm)..the Humans....and who will still get to claim to be Human after this...to me, all are still human, but in a court of law...will we still be Human? to be branded a GMO Human seems likely....and what will be the test, if any...if you eat enough GMO foods they may be able to claim the same.....oh my my...

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Lawrence Butts's avatar

Hard to say? The earth will be populated with many types of "humans" with the Pure Bloods as just one of them? Wars between the "other humans" and the Pure Bloods? God help us

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jacquelyn sauriol's avatar

perhaps you saw a blurb, I did yesterday, about how 1 death by whackscene is now in Europe been ruled as a suicide, because the hazards were supposedly known at the time of the man, a rich 60+old business man's, death. So the insurance companies are not gonna hold the bag, and maybe shouldnt, but for a judge anywhere to say that all these impending deaths are technically suicides is ...some crazy bad and hilariously sad stuff.....!

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Lawrence Butts's avatar

I guess... crazy shit

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Butterfly2510's avatar

Interesting take there. I don’t want them to die as I have friends and family members who took the jab. They were 💯 % lied to!!! Most of them have no clue. They still don’t.

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Butterfly2510's avatar

But I don’t have any mercy for the politicians, Bill, George, Tony et al. They can rot in hell forever as far as I’m concerned.

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oana's avatar

One of my closest friends, depressed and self-destructive for a long time now, just told me he got double-jabbed hoping to die.

This has turned into assisted suicide, along with extended agony for everyone involved :(

Life is not that, nature is not that, maybe humanity is indeed mostly made of idiots.

I'm sorry, I'm deeply disappointed right now, not in the shitey persons that got us in this, but in the good people that keep giving up, self-proclaiming themselves as victims instead of fighting it with all they've got.

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Iva's avatar

These days I was thinking about contacting my friends - a married couple from India, they are very nice people. But on a second thought I let it be because they probably are both injected. It's a real pity because she believes in Jesus and initially didn't want the injection. But later I heard the news that in the end she took it, surely not to lose her well paid office job.

While I was under enormous stress when they made the law in Luxembourg where I live that people had to pay daily tests that cost at least 20 up to 30 euro and that law was in action for about a month until they canceled it, I was ready to leave all I have, pack my bag of clothes in a car and drive to south of Spain to do any basic job like work fields or clean up restaurants.

I don't ever want to take the poison.

Now I really don't want to break the bad news about how the shot changes DNA, goes to the whole body where it infinitely produces poisonous spike protein that contains two cancer genes and one HIV gene, graphene, parasites and we don't have the full list yet.

Jesus said: if you lose your life for me, you will have it, but if you want to keep it, you will lose it.

There is no compromise.

Who values his job and possessions more than the principles will die.

God is just, otherwise He would not be good.

I guess I cut now all connections with the vaccinated, they are no more friends to me. Our world view differs just too much. And I don't want to witness their end.

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Lawrence Butts's avatar

Thanks for sharing this Iva. We all have this same cross to bear. How do tell someone what has been done to them? Your voice and your words will become the beginning of a nightmare that ends with them drifting toward the light of death? No one wants to be "that person".... I will tell anyone who asks me what has been done to them. But I will not try to inform anyone about the poison in their veins. This is not something I want to do. We are all peering over the edge of this cauldron of hell that is winking into existence before our eyes; and all thinking "we can only watch and wait for their ends now".

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Iva's avatar

I have just discovered this substack:

https://wmcresearch.substack.com/

All that spike protein does in detail. It’s a horror. I am convinced they are going to die in a long agony. I better cut those friendships now and concentrate on researching remedies against shedding, to keep me busy with something more urging than the death of others.

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